I'm not home...
I'm in this state again, I'm in another place where I don't wanna be
The world keeps on spinning, I'll try to make the difference and make you listen-
But it won't seem to end. I need to get control over these things.
My mind, it's hard to get it straight when all I do is overthink everything
You get under my skin and enter into my veins
and I let myself get carried away-
Any words that could make you feel safe.

I'm not home.

You throw away everything that hasn't died yet
Have you managed to go and maintain your pride yet?
Do you feel better about yourself? Now that you have these stories to tell now?
I know one day, I'll burn away. Deep inside my brain I'll still feel these awful things
Cause all these emotions swell and swell, like water it crashes over me, I'm overwhelmed.
I was born in a world with these anxieties that push and pull, everyone away from me
It won't stop! It won't stop!
What can I do just to put it all away?
Put it all in the past, force your face from my head
I've felt the burden of holding to whatever's left
For years and years I've let this go! But I'll let you die..I'll say goodbye.

I wanna see the oceans
I wanna sail every sea
I wanna move the mountains
The one's that tower over me.
I wanna be there to hold you
When you're cold and alone
I wanna be there with you
Until we both get home...

But I'm not home.